I wanna break the spell that you've created.

this will be my last open post as of now. relink me or whatever at http://littlecadence.blogspot.com aites. cheers.

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I got so shocked and scared right after he said something. Anyways, this guy added me on facebook. I don't know why i accepted but i did. Then he added me in msn, i didnt give my email but i guess he found it on my fb profile. I was stupid enough to accept too, i hardly accept random emails ever since my last email but i guess i was too stupid at that moment.

Jixian - xi men cui xue says:
hello mei nu
hahaha
joanne says:
LOL hello
what mei nu!
Jixian - xi men cui xue says:
you la
hahahah
joanne says:
-.-
hahaha
Jixian - xi men cui xue says:
orh
I know liao
u wan sexier word right? hahahahaha
joanne says:
LOL NO THANKS
Jixian - xi men cui xue says:
haha
anyway
u free to spare me a few mins?
joanne says:
haha why
Jixian - xi men cui xue says:
i wana tell u smth la
hahaah
but its very random stuff
if u dun wan or no time
nvm lor
itsok haha
joanne says:
lol yea i got time
hahah
Jixian - xi men cui xue says:
haha ook ok
hmm.....
let me be honest with you
u know why I random added u the other time ?
joanne says:
lol no why
Jixian - xi men cui xue says:
ok la it sounds weird coz we dunno each other and we nv meet each other b4
coz I am geniunely concern and care for u....so I hope I can be ur gd friend...... and I am committed in doing that
joanne says:
LOL but we hardly know each other leh
and you've nvr "seen" me before

I instantly blocked him right after he said bye. WHAT. THE. FUCK. Is he like desperate? And chaoyen is horribly mean to me. Livejournal is being a bitch and i've edited this post for like jurassic times now.

CHAOS says:
u got see joline blog ma
joanne says:
why
CHAOS says:
ur expression very funny in one of the pic
joanne says:
OMG
CHAOS says:
like idiot
joanne says:
why got one of my pic!
CHAOS says:
http://jolinefong.wordpress.com/
joanne says:
walao thanks ah
CHAOS says:
the second pic when you shake hand wif jy
go see
rite?smile like idiot
joanne says:
WALAO
where got... i think i look very cute leh
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
CHAOS says:
got see wrong pic anot
ur eye is closed one some more lo
joanne says:
I LAUGHING WHAT!!
CHAOS says:
laughing like idiot la
U scroll down...I like the pic veron n me one
...veron damn cute at tat pic sia
husband n wife
joanne says:
WALAO YOU LESBIAN
AND THANKS LAH, SO IM THE IDIOT AND VERON IS CUTE!!
ok  la veron IS cute, but you very mean leh, im not idiot lo!
OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOMGOMGOMG LIEW CHAOYEN READ THIS NOW!
*shows conversation with psycho*
WTFFFFFFFFFF MAN
CHAOS says:
wth
siao
joanne says:
PLUS I DONT KNOW HIM AT ALL HE PSYCHO BITCH
CHAOS says:
then hw he noe ur email address sia
siao
yalo..psycho
is he really noe u???sexy cant use on you at all wat
cute is better or wat ma...stupid fucking guy
joanne says:
WALAO YOU VERY MEAN!!!

ok i need to finish my gems project nw. bye.

CHAOYEN ASKED ME A QUESTION TODAY WHICH GOT ME REALLY AMUSED...

"eh you got like anyone in our class?"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... i dont know what made anyone think i like anyone in class, i'll be very clear here, I DO NOT have a crush on anyone in class ok? I don't have a crush on ANYONE in DRFSM/2B/22.
 
peace LOL
(i hope im very clear about this AHAHAHA I DONT WANT MISUNDERSTANDINGS.)
 

IGNITE was fantasticallyawesomeninatic. Ok ignore crazy long word, but not as long as supercalifragilis.... ok i cant spell. All the bands playing were awesoooooome. Met kahyen first at RP, then her boyfriend, then her boyfriend's friends, then tom, then tom's friend john, then fabian, then fabian's two friends(?), then jimmy, then norman, then Reena (whoa at first i thought you dont wanna come see me at all lehhhhh). we're somehow all linked in some crazy way. The guys dumped their bags on us to mosh, then kahyen started screaming and fussing, "Burrrrrdennnnn!!" Met some old friends, some new friends. LOTS of people.

We only got really high when some band played Pretty Fly For A White Guy, then we're like crazy dancing (ok, it wasnt really dancing, its more like, bouncing and bopping and occasional half turns) and screaming, "Give it to me baby, aha ahaaaa" The crowd was great. I think a vacant affair was purposely placed as the last band to play coz most of the people there were only there for a vacant affair. And SOMEONE told me they were gonna be the first few bands to play. Cheat my feelings, i went early for nothing. Ok, there was juxtapose first. Saw that mannequin girl AGAIN. (San, you know the one with the mushroom type hair, the one you saw at tp busstop or sth) and koxinyi (talktothewalls). Then there was the wall of death. Haahhahahahaha... when those words left matt's mouth i turned to kahyen and i was like, "eh, we're gonna die" coz we're like the second row out of the mosh ring. Stupid crazy people. Mosh for what, why so violent huh!

Matt(AVA): Who bought our EP?
Crowd: *some raise hands*
Matt: niiiiiceeeee...
Matt: Ok, who DOWNLOADED our EP?
Crowd: *more hands*
Matt: Screw you!!! Niiicceee.

Couldnt take any pics coz NO ONE brought a camera. We each thought the other would bring coz usually we all would bring but oh wellllllllllllzxzx. Hangout at burger king with  the few i mentioned plus some guy with the studded jacket (-,- i dont get it) whose name i cant remember. I always have a problem with names.

I've this sudden burst of energy right after i woke up. I slept till 10pm just now without realising. Greaaaaat. I don't think i can sleep now. =/ And at this hour im feasting on honey chicken wings. Niceeee. About an hour ago i had this hugeee dilemma. I've friday sectionals tomorrow but i've also some music festival to attend and i was cursing like some uncivilised woman. Then there's the fest on saturday too. But I can't go on saturday coz saturday's very important, last practice till IBM. And i reaaaaally need the practice. So i have it planned, i'll go for music fest on friday (sorry sorry sorry!!), then skip music fest and go for band on saturday (sorry sorry sorry!!). It;s so hard to please everyone. Seriously. Im being torn into pieces.

Finally i've got something to look forward to, the music festival (coz im gonna meet people people people!), IBM! concert's on sunday! 5pm. Anybody wannnnnnna go?!?!? I still have 7 tix left. $8! Im finally loving my saxophone section more and more each time i see them. They're all so funny, crazy bunch of kids. hahahahaha.

Im having some 'friend' problem going on in class. I dont know. Maybe it's just probably how i feel? I hate being caught up in some shit school drama. I dont really care, dont really wanna think about who im hanging out with anymore, im just gonna treasure those around me. I wanna thank those who always stick by my side like reena and wanyin. 'Close' friends should hang out and talk like 'close' friends. If you wanna be treated like you're close to me, treat me like one first. I dont really understand you really. I try to, but you keep pushing me away. Im sick and tired of the feeling like im being used.

Whatever man, got a busy day tomorrow. Have to rush rmfs project and go for some free excess to practice our EID practical coz prac test is next week. There's still, pmgt and maths and gems projects. Hell.

I WILL STOP SMILING WITH MY TEETH SHOWING TILL I GET MY BRACES DONE.... WHICH WILL BE ABOUT TEN YEARS LATER SINCE I DONT HAVE THE KA-CHING. WHO SAYS MONEY IS NEVER THE ROOT TO HAPPINESS. BS.

ive just came back from the docs. he has just entertained us with his whole series of H1N1 jokes =.= and here's the situation now.. he gave me mc from 15 - 17 meaning I don't have to go to sch till Friday. WTF! I don't wanna skip so many days of school!! what about Mon and tues?! I have to provide my own 'parents' letter for that. but I need to go to school to learn stuff! ok I know you'd say something like "you go school also never pay attention wanna learn what stuff" but I don't feel good not going to school for one whole week when my other classmates are there learning a bunch of whole new things. I missed out ALOT. I don't wanna be left out. in dilemma in dilemma in dilemma. joanne always makes simple situations a huge problem for herself resulting in mega bombastic headaches. I realized I updated 3 posts in a day. shows I'm too bored staying at home for THREE days straight and still TWO more to go. damnit. I don't wanna be sick.. ok maybe just for a day? but a WEEK?! I must be having pms of some sort I've been complaining too much. I'm such a granny. shit stoppp.

haha oh yea, wanted to play with my cat below while I was waiting for the lift, yknw the orange one who's always loitering under my block, then just as I was about to bend down to pat it, my mom was like, "ehhhhh!!!" and I was like, "what?" and she's like, " you're having a flu now don't touch the cat or the cat is gonna get your flu then we'll all have cat flu next." then proceeds to laugh at her own line of cleverness. cat flu tsk. one whole family of animals with flu. just what we alllll wanted.

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I love my mom. mom's the best. she's makes everything so much better when I'm going crazy. I just called her to tell her my situation and stuff like that then she's so understanding and all... like she didn't even give the " I told you so" tone and she said if you've got to go sch with 3 days absent then just go with 3 days absent. or go to the docs later and try to get mc for yesterday and today. but I don't see the point for her to spend money on stupid medical fees when im alr recovering. damned schools. since when does being sick always = must see doctor in order to get one stupid mc.

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arghhh I'm in sucha mess!! >:( I didn't go to school for 3 days coz I was sick but I didn't see the docs so I don't have an mc but now I'm told that loa can only be applied with mc so now I don't know what to do. 3 days!!! I don't know if I should just f everything and leave my attendence as absent or go to the polyclinics and buy mc. but I've nvr bought an mc before and I don't know if you can buy mc for three days and I don't know how to buy an mc!!!!! times like these I just wish the earth would just explode so everything would end.

plus I just woke up from the most horrible dream ever. a nightmare. I dreamt that I was being raped by a British Indian. why so precise you ask.. coz he was clearly an Indian but speaks with a British accent. laugh if you must... I was too scared to move after I woke up. all the images were so vivid.. maybe it's my fever acting up again. I've always had strange dreams when im having a fever. gahhh... but I'm recovering. I'm going to school tmr for sure, no more empty promises.

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Sometimes some people are only there to bring you down coz they feel down themselves. I won't let such people affect me... I hope.

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i keep crushing on celebrities and i crush like on the weird ones... no idea why, dont ask. I think i've watched too much kevjumba videos. Havent watched in a long time coz i've watched like every kevjumba video on youtube (i sound like a stalker, im aware of that, but im not ok) then i've just found out he has another channel called jumbafund so, im like, oh yay, awesome. Why the sudden talk about kevjumba? Coz earlier, san was like,

"Hey, i wanna show you this video of kev.. kevin. kevin hu... wu.."
"Oh! Kevjumba?"
"Yeah, he looks like ryan."

i was.. i was like. i dont know. i cant find any resemblence between kevin and ryan. No, not ryan higa. Ryan TAN. hahaha. Ok maybe in the way both of them talk? I dont know.

So anyways, went to town earlier, havent been there for like ages. ION is looking pretty good, but i dont see the need to have it built LIKE THAT. What a waste of electricity, seriously. And all the talk about global warming and shit like that, is that freaking building going to help at all? Sorry i got carried away.Watched Ice Age 3 with san, ryan and shanqing at lido. I smuggled in like MOS chicken and peach smoothie. Omg, heaven. Ice Age 3 was funny. I think we laughed the most at the part where they thought they breathed in poison gas when it was helium or something.

There's school tomorrow. :( On a youth day. Schools are not respecting marked days on the calendar seriously. Hey, im a youth! Why can't i have my holiday?!


sorry. i thought i looked cool with a moustache though.

I STILL REFUSE TO BELIEVE MEGAN FOX WAS A MAN BEFORE!! She's like.. SO HOT.. how could she be a man?! If she really was a guy before then she's born the wrong gender, or maybe there's a mixup in her birth records. Nope, she's not a guy. NOT.A.GUY. Who's with me?!!??!

So anyways, i have been quite busy, recently, mugging my brains off at the very last minute, hoping that SUDDENLY, im super smart and i could ace like every module. Fat hope. Im not looking forward to my results really, i wish the school would burn down with all my papers before the teacher could even start marking it.

Had sectionals today, woohoo i like the tutor, he gives very good advices. I actually understand what he's teaching, like really understand coz usually i dont really understand with all the music-talk and stuff coz i dont have that special ability of understanding music in that way. Okay fine, im a slowwww person. I have problems with co-ordination. And both my left and right pinky's retarded. They hate me.

Oh and i met cecilia on the train while going to school, first time that i really talked to her today, had fun... she's a cool person... OK FINE, I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I ENVY HER LONG LEGS. pfffft.

Im finally freeeee, i dont have to study.. for now. Lucas told me there's like only 7 more weeks till the next exam. What the eff. And then after the next exam, there's ITP. Crap, i won't be having my 7 weeks of holiday.

Here's some chiobu video for y'all. Yeah, i know everyone love chiobus. 

"sowoneul maraebwa.."  Yoona's so hot.

I feel so lesbian now.
SHIA LEBOUF SHIA LEBOUF SHIA LEBOUF

I've only just found out that michael jackson's birthday falls on the same day as my brother, 29th august.

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Michael Jackson died today, at 50 years of age.

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Firstly, for my sake, for your sake, for everyone's sake, please logon to channelnewsasia.com and vote for extended holidays due to H1N1 blahblahblah i dont know if they're gonna seriously do it or not, but it won't hurt trying.

I think i have reached the worst stage of ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder). Does anyone have the cure for this? Like seriously, i really need the cure NOW. Yes, now would be a very good time to give me the cure for ADD. My tests are all in a weeks time and im still not concentrating, i have to stop daydreaming, i have to stop getting distracted i have to stop doing useless random things like going to my room for no reason then come back out, or lie on my couch doing absolutely nothing just lying, or refilling my glass of water even when im not thirsty, or going to the toilet just to use the mirror to check on my face when there's already a mirror beside me when im studying like seriously, im like subconciously trying to give excuses not to study. This is really frustrating me, why can't i just be a good hardworking girl and STUDY. Why is studying so difficult OMG studying is torture.